I did not meet my daily goal today. *Hangs head in shame* I really have no good reason except that I had what I call a bad day. Nothing bad
happened, my depression took over. Today started well, I got up, went to
Zumba and stopped at the store. When I pulled into my driveway I actually sat in the car for a few minutes because I knew what would happen. I would sit down on the bed, pull the covers over me cause it's cold and play on the computer. All day. I gave myself a pep talk. 'Liana,' I said, 'you are going to go inside, put the groceries away, make some lunch and start cleaning the kitchen.' I got out of the car, put the groceries away, made myself lunch, (
quinoa with black bean and corn salsa and fresh lime) and sat down in my bed with the computer. 'I'm just going to watch Glee and then I will clean the kitchen.' I told myself. 3 hours and one nap later I decided that I was being stupid and wasting time. I got up and cleaned the kitchen. Then the living room and the bathroom. I still have a big '
ol pile of laundry to do. I'm actually a little surprised that I was able to drag my butt out of bed to accomplish something. Usually when I have a bad day I'll stay in bed until I have to get out because I have somewhere to be or a piano student is coming over.
Today, I truly believe that this dumb blog gave me the motivation that I wouldn't have had otherwise.
So, I thank you. Thank you for reading. Thank you for your comments and words of encouragement. Thank you for helping me realize that I am not the only one with bad days once and a while. And Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for helping me be accountable and helping me turn a bad day into a sorta good day.
Tomorrow's Goal: Check at least 4 things of my to do list
- Laundry
- Kick a$$ at my first personal training session
- Go to the library
- Weed the front beds
- Finish paperwork for the house
- Finish the roster for the club
Glad we are keeping you real...LOL I think you are awesome and I love your goals.smile.
ReplyDeleteSo, you didn't meet your goal ALL the way but you got a lot accomplished. Way to kick depression in the shins!!!
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